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JESUS CHRIST
04:32
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am i jesus christ
am i the savior of mankind
are they inside
i look inside my trunk
then panic while i drive
someone's watching
someone knows
can't fall asleep without the light
there is a twitching in my ankles
a jagged broken line
am i jesus christ
am i the god of all alive
are they inside
eclectic echoing
steal brain waves from my mind
someone's listening
someone's here
can't fall asleep, scratch at my thighs
there is a hissing in my eardrums
a whining just outside
am i jesus christ
do they all lift me as i die
will they all worship
at my ankles
as they slice into my sides
do they love me
do they know
my right divine
i never cry
there is a tremor in the edges
a panic in the heights
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RECIPROCATE
03:35
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darkness, find the way by the feeling
sleepless, the light in his eyes
loveless, the sound of rejection
helpless, what has come in the meantime
moving fast, moving around, moving silently
feel your breath, warmth in my dreams, love so quietly (x4)
mmmmmmm, reciprocated love (x8)
reciprocated love (x6)
man, girl, boy, I just care about
not a man, not a woman, we can work it out
some can live but I just can’t live without
person, girl, boy, I just care about
breathe in, the cold in my trachea
focus, the stretch of her heel
calmly, the feeling of infancy
softly, is the sound of her breaking
moving fast, moving around, moving silently
feels like death, all in surround, you cover my scream (x2)
mmmmmmmm, reciprocated love (x8)
reciprocated love (x6)
man, girl, boy, i just care about
not a man, not a woman, we can work it out
some can live but i can’t live without
person, girl, boy, i just care about
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ONLINE
03:04
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you are what you are online
that's the value
that's the value
see something in real life
that's the value
that's the value
don’t go out of town
please don’t make a sound
opening the door
will let the bad things in your house
don’t go out of town
please don’t leave your house
stay huddled in your bed
with all the bombs unexploded around
you are what you are online
that’s the value
that’s the value
see something in real life
that’s the value
that’s the value
i see you
i see you
you're moving
in the corner of my periphery
and then
you’re there then you're gone
and then you're there and then you're gone
and then you're there and someone's there
and then they're asking if you’re there
and then you're gone
and i have to reconcile with the fact
the real fact the true fact the real fact the true fact
that they are not there
and then just as often -
the real, actual men
who invade my space on the sidewalk
and invade my space in my brain
and no antipsychotic
no narcotic
no hyperbolic statement of support
will ever get them out
and they follow me
and they yell at me in the streets
and they know things about me
that i never fucking told them
and it's the SAME FUCKING SIGNS
of when they're not there
but this one is fucking real
abusive men are fucking real
the things they do are fucking real
and i’m sorry
i’m sorry
don’t go out of town
please don’t make a sound
the day that you come out’s
the day they come and they surround
don’t go out of town
there’s a bomb outside your house
it hasn’t blown up yet
but if you open the door it’ll sound
you are what you are online
that’s the value
that’s the value
nobody knows you in real life
that’s the value
that’s the value
you are what you are online
that's your value
that's your value
nobody knows u in real life
thats your value
that's your value
you are what you are online
nobody knows you in real life
you are what you are online
they won't leave you alone till the house is on fire
you are what you are online
nobody knows you in real life
you are what you are online
they won't leave you alone till the house is on fire
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4. |
LOSE YR MIND
03:28
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open up a law firm with the person that you love
show them that you love them with the paperwork
move out to the seashore, fuck forever on the beach
ignore the sand accumulating in your asshole
tie all your finances to the person that you love
show that you're in love with codependence
have 3 children by the age of 25
why would anybody need the distance
is this what you wanted
can't shake, the feeling you forgot it
i'll lose the thing i wanted
how long, how long till you forget about it
lose your mind, break everything you love
LOSE YOUR MIND, BREAK EVERYTHING YOU LOVE
women should be chaste until their holy wedding night
men, it doesn't matter bout the timing
there are no fucking rumors about dicks getting worn out
but girls, don't fuck or else you'll look like old salami
this union isn't blessed by god it's just a fucking contract
hit me and i guarantee that i will fucking hit back
you learn from each other, you grow in the same direction
if the plant starts dying, how long can you deflect it
if the plant starts dying, how long can you deflect it
if the plant starts dying, how long can you protect it
if the plant starts dying, how long till you regret it
if the plant starts dying, how long till you forget it
is this what you wanted
can't shake, the feeling you forgot it
i'll lose the thing i wanted
how long till you forget about it
lose your mind, break everything you love
LOSE YOUR MIND, BREAK EVERYTHING YOU LOVE
lose your fucking mind,
break everything you love
don’t regret it, just repeat it
till you, till you forget it yeah
lose your fucking mind
and forget about your loved ones
and then repeat it
till you, till you regret it yeah
is this what you wanted
can't shake, the feeling you forgot it
i'll lose the thing i wanted
how long till you forget about it
lose your mind, break everything you love
LOSE YOUR MIND, BREAK EVERYTHING YOU LOVE
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HOUSEWIFE
04:11
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how long until you feel safe
feel elated, the pain in your chest
will subside when you find
the right person to do it
at least that's what they tell me
my health is dependent on men
my health is dependent on them
my house is an asset
i know i'll lose half of my life if i sign
i make more money than you and it's mine
i know i would start stupid fights just to cry
i know i would start hearing you in my mind
i'm fine
what the fuck is the point if you'll just be a housewife
convince my boyfriend that he'll be the housewife
as long as i live i will not be a housewife
i know i'll still be a motherfucking housewife
i don't need to borrow blue (x3)
i don't need to borrow blue, i'm a flower girl
how many nights do i sit up and wonder
i'm 19, then 20, then ancient alone
how many fights before we turn the light off
sit tight and think about
dying alone
sit tight and think about
dying alone
sit tight and think about
dying alone
sit tight and think about
spying, the lying, the absence of heat in my bed,
the lead in the tunnel, i fantasize covered inblood
if i'm ever a housewife one day i might do it
if i'm ever a housewife i know that i'll do it
if i'm ever a housewife i'm biting a bullet
if i'm ever a housewife i'm taking a bullet
i don't need to borrow blue (x3)
i don't need to borrow blue, i'm a flower girl (x5)
how long until the postpartum depression
how long until i hate my kid
i hate the feel of his head on my chest
stop fucking biting my breast
i need rest
and how do i know that my child won't kill me
how do i know that my husband won't kill me
how do i know that i won't get to thinking again
about the head
slammed hard against the counter
explosion, i don't want to kill but then why do i see it
they ask me if i didn't want it
then why is there blood on the mattress
manic from the house life
seeking a thrill or neglect?
a pill, then it's done
but then all i ever was was a housewife
i don't need to borrow blue (x8)
i don’t need to borrow blue, i’m a flower girl (x8)
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